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http://armor-deck.net/edikpedik/5773 I believe that if God takes something away from a person it’s for their own good. Maybe that thing would have caused them harm. I believe God saved my life by ending my engagement. I would have suffered if I had married my ex. I would have been more of a servant than a wife. God saved me from that suffering; and just as the quote says He did replace my pain with something much better. He gave me pure genuine happiness! Happiness that did not depend on someone else; happiness that is purely generated by my own inner self.
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source site That’s not all. Through this journey I have realised that I’d much rather be single than marry the wrong guy. I would never change myself for a guy but instead would hope the right person would accept me for who I am. I know my parents would disagree with this since they always complain about me not being able to cook and how I need to learn, or I would never find a guy. The point is if a guy is looking for a girl to love then he wouldn’t care about her cooking skills or anything else. He would accept her for who she was, as a partner and not as a servant who would cook and clean for him. The more a guy behaves like a gentleman and treats a girl right, the more a girl would love him back and do anything to keep him happy.
As I look back from where I was one year ago to where I am now I can’t help but smile. I had jumped all hurdles, I had passed all barriers, I had achieved all goals and there has always been one person constantly guiding me, backing me up and I should thank Him above all. He is Jesus Christ.
It was Jesus who stood beside me when my engagement broke off. It was Jesus who helped me through rejection. It was Jesus who guided me to the stairs. It was Jesus who helped me take that first step and it was Jesus who held my hand and pulled me up at times when I had almost given up. It was Jesus who fought all battles for me. It is Jesus who is still walking beside me, guiding me every step of the way. He has always been and forever will be the voice in my heart. He is my voice of truth!
For a girl who ended an engagement on a day like today one year ago I never thought I would say this; but this has been the happiest year of my life! I have had the strength and courage to turn my life around, to rise through the crashing waves and to stand above all rocky edges. For this I thank Jesus, and this Christmas I offer my life back to Him. I ask Jesus to use me in reaching out to people just like me and helping them through me. Behalf of all the gifts He has given me, this year this is my birthday gift to Him. Happy Birthday Jesus! Thank you!